Friday, December 11, 2009
Bible Vs Vampire Vs Being a God
Monday, December 7, 2009
Twilight Saga
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Vampires
I have had a fascination with Vampires most of my life. The thought, even 25 years ago for me, of becoming one has always been, not a dream or aspiration, I'm not sure what to call it, it's not even a fantasy. This has been a fore thought of mine for a long time. I have always thought that if I could become one I could bring a world of wisdom to this world. I am not what you call a rich person, or even one that you would take a second look at. I am in fact a pretty average middle-aged female and lately, thanks to Stephanie Meyer, the thoughts I had as a younger person have brought to light that there might be a possibility that a vampire can lead a normal life.
I have pondered more recently that the fact that I could actually become one and possibly take this painful human existence away and maybe the pain of others that feel pain too away. Living with pain on a daily basis is far the worst thing to endure, I see it around me and I am not talking emotional pain but physical pain the kind that makes you want to take your life, the kind that when you see an older person live with makes you cry, that pain.
I have prayed that someone with the power to change me would come and do it. I have seen cancer patients, and patients with other deceases suffer horrifying deaths and honestly I do not want to die, I just want to be as normal as possible, I don't want pity because I feel like this, I don't want people to have to take care of me when I get older I just want to be me and all that it entails. An existence with out this, for me and my husband and I want my kids to live a full life without pain, to have kids and have the love that I share with my beloved. I would not wish my decision on any person but to see the pain in my husbands eyes is more than I can bare, the pain I feel is more than he can bare.
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Friday, October 23, 2009
Instant Moments
We had made plans to go see the movie "NEW MOON".
Looks like she will not make in body but she will be there in spirit.
I will miss her as she was a sister and you can not replace that.
She was a sister in Spirit as well as "other things."
When you spend one moment with your family, one minute... one second... and nothing of consequence is said, but you feel a presence of something not quite felt before, and you remember it for long time after, that is an instant moment, or how about that water fight last summer, how about the flour fight that started innocently by making a cake, yeah those are the moments I mean. Take the time to have them they may not be able to be captured later.
Bless you Becky, Rest now you will be called soon to do gods will in heaven soon.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Peachers VS Teachers

As I sit here trying to figure out why the Christian faith has failed severely in trying to save people as of lately, it dawns on me while reading and watching You Tube there is a good reason.. all of a sudden there are tons of preachers and no teachers. What's the difference? Have you sat in church and listened to the priest or the preacher or minister? Have you ever sat in a church in the back Pu and still felt like an outcast, like the sermon was directly aimed at you?? That my dear friends are the preachers, "Sorry you don't fit our mold, so you are not of our congregation"
Yep been there myself. So here is the teacher part.. 1)Do you know What the miracle was on the Mount where God first spoke to Moses? 2)Do you know when Jesus was actually born? 3)and how about what the bible says about forgiveness? 4)How about the rapture the one thing that everyone is running around like chickens with their heads cut off about...
The answers friends are simple and mostly taught wrong.
1) God told Moses "I am that I am, the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end, I am all things..... Ect.
2) No one knows the actual date but it was not in December because the shepards had their flocks in the fields, the reason there was sbow on the ground when the wisemen showed is because it took approximately 3 months for them to Find Jesus.
3) you forgive each and everytime someone hurts you and wrongs you, Turn the other cheek so to speak.
4) my favorite thing to break the good news about. so here it is THE RAPTURE is the ascension of gods people into his loving arms "first the dead in Christ will rise and be with me, then the living in Christ will join up with them in heaven" ok so not exact quote but it is what the Bible says, SO the "RAPTURE" is not the right name it is ASCENSION, Blah Blah Blah
Yep that's what you get when "PREACHERS" get together. I was a sunday school teacher once.
I had a good teacher actually 2 God and the minister of the church. Now my grandfather is my teacher and I can ask him anything, if he dont know then he finds out.
So if any should have a question please ask I will find the answer for you.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
GM and Bill Gates
For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon."
In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating:
If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics:
1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash...twice a day.
2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car.
3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could continue. For some reason you would simply accept this.
4. Occasionally, executing a maneuver such as a left turn would cause your car to shut down and refuse to restart, in which case you would have to reinstall the engine.
5. Macintosh would make a car that was powered by the sun, was reliable, five times as fast and twice as easy to drive - but would run on only five percent of the roads.
6. The oil, water temperature, and alternator warning lights would all be replaced by a single 'This Car Has Performed An Illegal Operation' warning light.
7. The airbag system would ask 'Are you sure?' before deploying.
8. Occasionally, for no reason whatsoever, your car would lock you out and refuse to let you in until you simultaneously lifted the door handle, turned the key and grabbed hold of the radio antenna.
9. Every time a new car was introduced car buyers would have to learn how to drive all over again be cause none of the controls would operate in the same manner as the old car.
10. You'd have to press the 'Start' button to turn the engine off.
PS - I'd like to add that when all else fails, you could call 'customer service' in some foreign country and be instructed in some foreign language how to fix your car yourself.
